♥abluesparkle

endearing

2012-01-29T00:42:00.002+08:00

find it endearing when the older brat unknowingly locked fingers with me like im her favourite cousin in the world. ♥

#eyecandyday

2012-01-11T00:03:00.001+08:00

Told girlf this, I should put a nommilous caramelized biscuit on his table everytime I do ot. Work is sorta of tiring me out He's not that handsome, hot or cute but hey, at least some motivation for me to go work.

2011-11-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

Even though I feel lonely, somehow I've come to like this feeling, isn't it weird?

Starbucks & Mcdonalds.

2011-11-19T17:06:00.003+08:00

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。

2011-11-18T03:00:00.003+08:00

I dont mind watching it for a second time if someone treat me. (⌒▽⌒)

我的小可爱。

2011-11-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

姐姐，你穿这个很肥。
/我心碎的声音/

Jom jom my heart like a locket.

2011-11-08T00:55:00.002+08:00

Stuck in an awful traffic jam on the way back. Need to pee like urgently. Not even reaching yong peng yet. Hur. This bus sak kok, dont brake smoothly and always almost kiss whatever car's butt in front. Broke a nail when it suddenly braked just now. It's 7.06pm now, I should be reaching johor now if not for the many stupid traffic jams along the expressway. Oh god. Another traffic jam, another accident/breakdown. Saw a very ugly photo of suju in an old newspaper article. Trololololol.

ps/malaysia's traffic jams are always caused by accidents at the side. I really need to pee............

EDITED AT 12.54AM

Home sweet home~

Chocomarvel!

2011-10-20T01:26:00.002+08:00

Time of the month just ended well, thanks to Chocomarvel. im someone who cant bear the pain of cramps and one that will take panadol extra once the cramps start. but i dont know whether its Chocomarvel or but, i will just assume its Chocomarvel~

Had a cup of Chocomarvel on the first day before heading out to accompany stupid brothers for their hair appointment. Managed to bear minor cramps throughout the day and had no problems sleeping through the night too!

ps/thanks to uri jagi for encouraging me to stop taking panadols. ♥

two-faced.

2011-10-15T20:41:00.001+08:00

So irked by my mother. Say things about dad's relatives to me and then act so chummy with them. Wtf. Sorry mum, I can't be like you acting this fake. It's so gross.

just fucking ugly.

2011-09-20T00:13:00.003+08:00

if you ever realize, i no longer smile in my photos.............. my fat cheeks tend to peek out when i smile. i has no idea whether is it caused by my flat hair after i snipped away the length or i grew fat. i think its more likely that i grew fat. and my skin turned bad again like a few months ago. i should just probably survive on water and just water alone. wtf me. i dont even know why is my dark circles uneven, which i think its caused by my sinus problem. so much imperfections on me that i hate myself. and yes, i know im ugly. kthxbai.

AND YES FUCK, I CUT MY OWN FRINGE AND IT TURNED OUT INTO SHORT SHORT UNEVEN BANGS. REMIND ME NOT TO TRUST YOUTUBE TUTORIALS AGAIN.
/ABUSE HANHAE'S _|_ GIF/

oh god. how long will my fringe take to grow out now.............
ㅠㅠ

2AM SHOW

2011-09-19T21:04:00.001+08:00

Won myself a pair of free tickets to 3D 2AM Show movie two weeks ago. Brought uri valentine along! Its a 1 hour show, not exactly worth it? But jinwoon so adorbs. I wonder how much does the pair of tickets cost. :3

my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

kim jiwook/lee dongwook

2011-09-15T02:33:00.002+08:00

im pretty sure that im watching scent of a woman not for his abs..............................

or maybe not. >:B

Scent of A Woman.

2011-09-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

연재의 버킷리스트
Yeon Jae's Bucket List

죽기전에 꼭 하고싶은 20가지...
20 things I want to do before I die...

1. 하루에 하번씩 엄마를 웃게 만든기
Make my mum smile once a day.

2. 나를 괴롭혔던 놈들에게 복수하기
Revenge against those who harassed me.

3. 탱고 배우기
Learn tango.

4. 갖고 싶고 먹고 싶고 입고 싶은거 참지 않기
Whatever I want, eat and wear, I won't hold back.

5. 웨딩드레스 입어보기
Try on a wedding dress.

6. 준수랑 데이트 해 보기!
Have a date with Junsu!

7. 자전거로 해안도로 달리기
Go cycling along the coastline.

8. 하루동안 영화 속 주인공처럼 살아보기
Be just like the heroine in a movie for a day.

9. 첫사랑 찾기
Find my first love.

10. 진짜 사랑하는 사람과 듀엣곡 불러보기
Sing a love song with the one I love.

11. 세상 모든 여자들이 부러워할만한 프러포즈 받아보기
Receive a proposal that all women in the world would die for.

12. 틈틈이 봉사하기
Contribute whenever I can.

13. 엄마 재혼 시키기
Get my mom remarried.

14. S에게 용서 구하기
To have S forgive me.

15. 누군가의 의미있는 사람 되기
To be a meaningful person to somebody .

16. 내 인생의 흔적 남기기
To leave the traces of my life.

17. 날 아는 사람들에게 멋진 여자로 기억되기
To leave a real cool impression in front of people I know.

18. 화이트 크리스마스에 눈 맞으며 키스 해보기
To get kissed while having a White Christmas.

19. 이 모든 것들을 사랑하는 사람과 함께 하기
Do everything with the person I love.

20. 그리고 마지막으로 사랑하는 사람 품에서 눈 감기...
And lastly, close my eyes in the arms of the person I love...

has you ever actually wrote your bucket list down or mentally?

confession!

2011-09-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

i slightly photoshopped my tummy here. it looks quite obvious. lol.
brother, y u no ask me to suck in my tummy.
щºдºщ

ps/wtf blogger, y u kill the photo's quality. щºдºщ x 2

Selcas!

2011-09-08T01:47:00.001+08:00

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stop and listen..

2011-08-29T15:23:00.003+08:00

pause my blog song and watch this mv.
lets say if you was the guy, who will you choose? the gf who mysteriously disappeared or the new love you had found while searching for the gf?

2011-08-26T02:34:00.000+08:00

solitary

2011-08-23T23:53:00.001+08:00

pretty much used to it.
not complaining though.

thank you, august.

2011-08-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

thank you for giving me my suju comeback, 5jib and the 101 cap. ^___^

tagboard?

2011-08-18T02:19:00.002+08:00

y/n

뽀로로

2011-08-17T01:24:00.002+08:00

2011-06-06T01:39:00.001+08:00

비극적인 희극 마치

2011-05-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

沒有你怎麼辦像我現在無法入眠

2011-05-23T02:34:00.001+08:00

its time to do something.

but what.

slump.

2011-05-14T23:45:00.001+08:00

im starting to hate my face, my looks, my teeth, my height, my fats.

excuse me while i go for lipo.

kthxbai.

and can u smile

2011-04-29T01:47:00.001+08:00

maybe im a blood type a. (its ming's blood type. ;3)

2011-04-26T14:24:00.001+08:00

Blood type A is introverted, but they are reasonable, stable and thoughtful.

Blood Type A, the dreaming romantic
Sensitive person. You’re easy to be hurt from even a small matter and you are unnecessarily sensitive. You think in your way, interpret, and misunderstand. But hiding your own thought, you look like a nice person considering others and take care of your surroundings. You like the romantic mood, forget reality, and are indulged in fantastic world. Unexpectedly, you are a stubborn perfectionist…

Blood Type A:
Positive Traits: Conservative, introverted, reserved, patient, punctual and inclined to be perfectionists.
Worst Traits: Obsessive, stubborn, self conscious and uptight.
Referred as ‘farmers’ in some descriptions, Type A’s are said to be considerate of others and loyal to a fault. They can also be secretive and reluctant to share their feelings. Apparently they don’t hold their liquor well, either.

Type A

Best Traits: Conservative, introverted, reserved, patient and punctual. Perfectionists. Worst Traits: Obsessive, stubborn, self conscious and uptight.

im marrying your nose.

2011-04-24T00:48:00.001+08:00

attracted to a certain nose.

all my heart

2011-04-22T01:51:00.000+08:00

You’re everything in my head
Within the difficult day in the world
You make me alive in the tiring day
After wandering for a long time (Alone)

2011-04-20T02:47:00.001+08:00

“I think we’re all a little like Alice. Every time I leave the comfort of my home I feel like I’m tumbling down a rabbit hole. Things I don’t understand pass me by and I can’t stop it. I can’t just press pause like when I’m watching the movie, can I? We’re all falling down rabbit holes and being thrown into some kooky wonderland that makes absolutely no sense. We meet crazy people, we do mad things. Life is an abstract painting, a surreal dream, a dying wish. At the end of it all, we’re just trying to work out who we are and why we’re here. Then before you know it, you’ve woken up and you’re in a different world. But it’s still as crazy, perhaps even more than the one you were in before. We’re all just confused, and we live together in mutual confusion and try and help each other work out what it all means.”
— Valeri Fandangle (via quote-book)

officially missing you

2011-04-18T03:05:00.000+08:00

그녀가 걷고 있어요 어떤 사람과 다정히
내 가슴은 무겁게 내리 눌려요

2011-04-14T01:00:00.001+08:00

im not that brave.

Do You Know?

2011-04-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

2011-03-31T20:10:00.001+08:00

Gap Teeth.

Im not one of the unique.

2011-03-22T03:22:00.001+08:00

Not one of the outspoken.
Not one of the gorgeous.
Not one of the talented.
Not one with the brains.
Not one with the connections.

His Perfection

2011-03-02T01:35:00.002+08:00

Sungmin : Someone who always smiles. Someone that gives a nice and blissful smile.

2011-02-27T01:02:00.003+08:00

nothing really matters.

self-explanatory.

2011-02-20T03:28:00.001+08:00

be helping my favourite appa win those idol socks.

2011-02-13T12:09:00.002+08:00

click click click click.
its nothing spam so dont worry. ♥

The best three hours of my life.

2011-01-31T06:23:00.001+08:00

thank you boys, for letting me experience the sapphire blue sea. Gotta love you boys~

ps/ming is totally perfect up front, even though I saw him from far. He's still my favorite boy!

the se-ga withdrawal symptom

2011-01-25T00:21:00.005+08:00

1. He pats your head.

2. He finds you amazing and fascinating.

3. He thinks about you all day.

4. You appear in front of him.

5. He does not know why he likes you when you don't meet his requirements.

6. He still likes you even though you hit him.

7. He took your picture using his handphone.

8. He let you drive his favorite car.

9. He compares you to famous celebrities.

10. He prepares a meal for you with candles.

11. He stares at you lovingly.

12. He breaks his rules because of you.

13. He apologize when he upsets you.

14. He does not want to see you cry.

15. When you are cold, he gives you warmth. (figuratively and literally)

16. He only see you. There might be pretty girls but he looks at you.

17. He thinks you are cool.

Credits from daria_bones, Secret Garden Soompi Thread~

they are one of a kind.

2011-01-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

2009.

2010.

was planning to ask which era of me look the best. on second look, I LOOK THE SAME.

fml. i iz sad. shall go cry in despair already.

munja wa shong munja wa shong~

2011-01-21T03:18:00.001+08:00

Hyun Bin is simply too adorable~
byong~ ♥

i ought to be bricked.

2011-01-15T02:39:00.003+08:00

14 days, 21 hours, 11 minutes, 30 seconds.

♥ happy sungmin day.

2011-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

I sing a song seriously and then I notice a fan, I only sing to that person. I only look at that person while I’m singing. When the song ends, I put my mic down and…

Counting down to Jan 30. I want to look at you when you sing becos that is when i only see you in my mind.

totally cheesy, hehehe. but allabyu~

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010, 2011

2010-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

What to say, 2010 is ending. Another year had ended. A year of happiness(?), a year of sadness(?).

Spent another year with my dear lumpies. So glad to know you girls ♥ no words express how much I love you girls~

Meta loves, we hardly meet up this year due to conflicting schedules. More meet ups next year yeah? ♥

Lastly, my girlfs! We did make some efforts to meet up afew times this year although each of us are busy. More meet ups next year! And take more photos. We hardly have photos of the four of us. ♥

Let's enjoy 2011 to the fullest together. ♥♥♥

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Merry Love, Merry Christmas.

2010-12-23T01:16:00.001+08:00

이성민, Jan 30th.

2010-12-19T17:53:00.001+08:00

난 하루하루 기대 속에 살아 너니까 난 괜찮아

goodbye, 19.

2010-12-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

I would like to stop at age 19.
Sparkle like Edward Cullen (no, not that Robert guy).
Eternally 19 ....

Im gonna jump off the building now. To make myself 19 forever.

JOKING. GAH. IM TURNING 20 IN LESS THAN 2 HOURS.
OH MY GOD. IM AGING. LIKE SERIOUSLY. D:

bah, enjoying my last few moments of 19.
ㅠ ㅠ

Pudding.

2010-11-28T02:41:00.002+08:00

With the intention of coming in to blog, but the mind is blank.

two more weeks (and a day) and im done with this part time job. cant wait for sleeping in late everyday. and drama.

I used to be excited, for SS3. and now, its happening in singapore. IM NOT GOING. fmlhard. depressed forever. but on the brighter side, i got myself an iphone 4 using my pay. trying to be a happy girl~ kekeke.

birthday's coming! trying to find a decent dress for the day. and STRAIGHT bangs too. cant wait for my birthday just becos ill be able to be with the girls and meta in a whole with no one missing from both of the group please~ ;3

maybe i will try to eat less to be slightly slimmer on the day, ill try~

anyway, the title of this post is my iphone's name. acting cute, but i dont careeeeee~

ps/cant wait for another trip back to malacca again, totally missing my brats. and Anges from Despicable Me reminds me of my youngest brat, the brother pointed that one. hehehe. love them haseyo even though i always got bullied by them. cant blame, im alway the favourite noona to everyone. \O/

New gadget

2010-11-25T10:56:00.002+08:00

Blogging from the iPhone and I'm bored and hungry at work now~ Trying to revive my blog bit by bit.
Meanwhile, enjoy looking at my pretty iPhone cover. ㅋㅋㅋ

ps/what should I name my iPhone? ㅋㅋㅋ

ayo senorita~

2010-10-18T21:44:00.003+08:00

Met up with the meta girls on a certain friday to celebrate a certain girl's belated birthday. As i finished work at 5.30 while the hOney at home preparing and the valentine still slogging away at work, i went to buy koi for them first! And in which valentine came over first after her work, the poor hOney was still in the train without her ahmad boyf~

finally met up with each other and headed for manhattan fish market~ first and last time there, not that nice eh. but the garlic butter rice(?) is osm. we kept seeing dishes getting torched and it stinks after that. meh~ oh yeah, gave the hOney her belated birthday presents too! bugis street with our bloated tummies. too much human traffic, its hard to walk but gotten myself a maxi dress(?) at 12bucks. what a steal. heh.

finding a place for us to selfca with hOney's polaroid camera. and that's the reason i got tempted. ㅋㅋ please buy me one haseyo~ went seperate ways after that.

i love being with meta girls, they always make me crack up over minor random stuff.
♥

庚宝

2010-10-17T22:28:00.006+08:00

heenim's favourite chinaman~

the china man's fansign with my favourite fangirl~ literally dashed down to lot 1 right after my paper that saturday. heart was seriously thumping like crazy otw there and its like only 11plus in the morning. ;-;
loitered around, bought gengxin and to the library while i waited for the valentine~
lunched at macd~ and loitered around again. we actually followed a security guard to where the actual event was held, becos all the ways to the rooftop was blocked. AND THEY MADE US CLIMBED FIVE STOREYS TO THE PLACE. poor aging us~

wait, waiting, waited. stupid annoying mc kept teasing us. meh. china man came later too. ;( and did i mention there were tons of cheenas. DUH. cant they stay at their country and wait for geng to go there. there were two people who caught our eyes, one lady who look like a beggar and a 16 year old girl who is so freaking tall but has weird eye makeup on aka blue eyeshadow. all the people were mad tall or maybe im too short, i can only see geng's head. serious. and i din even get his sign, fuck those priority queue fans. /flood your screen with my sad face.

my favourite photo for all this.

im still happy becos i get to see his head in rl. cherished the images of his head in my mind, heh. thank you valentine for enduring the crowd and the heat just to accompany me~ ♥

it was on 2nd Oct, a saturday. way overdue~

hello hello~

2010-10-04T23:54:00.004+08:00

做一个简单的人不需要天份
不过是自己找到快乐的过程

will blog about this and the meetup with girlfs soon.
as for now, please let my left eyelid stop twitching.
T-T

SBC ♥

2010-09-23T23:42:00.001+08:00

im a newly converted starbucks addict.

but starbucks is burning a hole in my already tattered wallet.

T-T

Nike Womens Air Force 1 High ’08 – White / Polka Dot

2010-09-20T01:14:00.008+08:00

new kicks with white semi fluorescent polka dots. but who cares, its a pair of nike air high tops that costs 39bucks and yes, its in sing dollars. and the shoes are authentic, not fake. kthxbai. im here to show off becos this is my first pair of high top and kinda of all covered up shoes.

mehrong~~~

ps/need to get new socks like this. buy me one? ;D

stuffy.

2010-09-15T22:29:00.005+08:00

mother being cute for once by calling ming her son in law. and i bought the number tag on his tee in 4d but 1010 opened instead. duuuuuuuh. ming yah, you better hide from my mother as i told her to buy their number tags for 4d one~ sunggyu's number tag din even appear. XD

ps/mother totally forgot the fact that she called ming her son in law after coming back from work. -___-

at times like this,

2010-09-10T01:38:00.003+08:00

when i feel empty at the heart and i look at you

and this is the moment that i fell deep in your trap.
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and so
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PLEASE COME OUT FROM YOUR HIDING HOLE.
although i looked at other guys like coughleeseokhooncough behind your back, i still love you the most. so COME OUT NOW. D<

im such a fangirl in denial. not gonna date for life, gonna spend my lifetime with lumpies!
♥ teehee. do you think i can ignore that tag for keyenne? Yes!/Yes!

multitasking at 2AM.

2010-09-05T03:00:00.004+08:00

(Click to enlarge.)

randomly watching this akp live streaming of jay. msn with the jagiya. and the recorded music bank.
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why am i not sleeping yet.

我喜欢(不，我爱)

2010-09-03T23:31:00.003+08:00

박재범! too bad his fanmeeting is too expensive and im a poor fangirl. oh, this is a full page ad of his fanmeeting in the newspaper afew days ago~

revenge for the starbucks clan who tempted me this week!

and well,leaving you with the best.
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oh man, i dont like how i look. i look so ugly.
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but still,
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♥

성민

2010-08-31T22:03:00.006+08:00

我喜歡妳的眼看著我的眼
我喜歡妳的臉貼著我的臉

我喜歡妳的手牽著我的手
我喜歡妳的口吻著我的口
時間在改變妳不要改變

2010-08-26T11:08:00.001+08:00

When you're misunderstood but still able to laugh, it's a form of accomplishment.
When you're wronged but still able to laugh calmly, it's being magnanimous.
When you're scorned at but still able to laugh, it's a form of confidence.
When you're at a disadvantage but still able to laugh happily, it's being open-minded.
When you're at a loss but still able to laugh, it's another form of attainment level.
When you're out of love but still able to laugh lightly, it's being carefree.
When you're in danger but still able to laugh calmly, it's a form of ease and confidence.

like some parts are pretty true?

2010-08-20T00:09:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

5♥♥

2010-08-18T23:07:00.006+08:00

introvert-ness.

2010-08-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

Do you have a million friends and love to socialize? Are you the person whose phone constantly beeps with texts and calls and messages? The one who always has something to do and someone to do it with? The one who actually tells people, "let me check my schedule!" Or, "If you want to hang out, you better ask me a month in advance because I’ll have to take off work, and I have this thing on the 5th and then I’m going away for a week"…?

I am not one of those people, but my best friend is. These are the things I wish she knew:
1. If you must drag us to a party, please don’t abandon us.

Don’t go rushing off to catch up with your other friends without including the introvert; the inny will die in a corner.

2. If they actually call and wants to talk, listen!

These moments may not come often, since Innies usually work out their problems within their own brains, but that does not mean they are all Bella Swan “suffer in silence” types.

3. Realize that they do want to be alone sometimes.

They may have gone to that party, and even enjoyed it, but they burn out faster than you and need time to recharge alone. The assumption that all introverts are shy really bugs me. This is not always the case. They can be charming, tell jokes, and generally be the life of the party…but for a limited time only.

4. Skip the small talk.

Introverts are reflective beings and enjoy conversations about feelings and debating things like the ontological argument, and whatever interests they have. They can only tolerate chitchat with people they just met or haven’t seen for awhile. If you must tell them your entire jam-packed weekend in detail, check your inny friend for signs of consciousness periodically.

5. Introverts don’t hate people.

They just find them tiring.

6. Introverts are socially aware.

Yes, we are well-versed in social nuances, customs, and mannerisms; we just don’t implement them as frequently as extroverts do.

Now that you're prepped, rush out and befriend us! No doubt we will be the best, most low-maintenance friends you will ever have.

Source

favourite

2010-08-15T22:17:00.004+08:00

I rather have no birthday celebrations and presents this year.

because all i want is a ticket to next year Super Show 3 in January.
im totally being serious here. ;__; i really want to catch SS3 right here, in this little red dot called Singapore.

stronger(?)

2010-08-02T02:25:00.000+08:00

something happened in my family a week ago, which led me to being stronger for my family. not really considered serious but it is a first in my family. if you didnt know, i was the middle of two brothers but i felt like i was the oldest instead. basically my brothers are useless. had been helping out at dad's, no income. cant bring myself to ask for pay, will feel gulity much. sigh. i had been dragging myself up to work for the last week until saturday, i woke up crying becos i was tired, being out at the hospital waiting the previous day and dealing with pms. i might seem to be strong on the outer but the inner me was scared, but i cant break down in front of my family, knowing that they need me.

nothing good has been coming my way.
1. no income
2. CN Blue showcase/autograph session, which i dont think i can go due to the serious lack of money. ;(
3. Bonamana Version A, the repackaged version and BlueLove im such a bad fangirl. ;((
4. i need retail therapy badly. its been so long that i actually went shopping and saw something that i like and just buy it. i need to think about my wallet.
5. bad skin condition, forever and ever and ever. gdi.

everything up there are related to money. can shisus make money fall on me or let my mum strike lottery so she can give me some allowance.

its work again tmwr and then accompanying dad for his checkup. i need happy pills and i think im going to tear now.

i badly want to see CN Blue live live live. fml. if commiting suicide isnt scary, i will probably die a long time ago. life is hard and i still have 60 years to go. which is provided that i live to the age of 80. life is scary. i dont want to live. fmlagain. i dont know what am i talking about now. fmlagain&again.

on a happier note, happy 5th ming anniversary! my favourite boy. ♥ your existence; a part of you, a part of me.

goodnight haseyo.

a part of you, a part of me.

2010-07-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you.
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A happy guy like you, a happy guy like you, the guy with the happiest smile like you.

2010-07-08T00:13:00.001+08:00

The Rules:
1. Answer each of the questions below using the Flickr Search engine.
2. Choose a photo from the first three pages.
3. Copy the URL(s) of your favorite photo into this site: bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php

1. First Name - aria
2. Favorite Food - japanese cuisine
3. Hometown - singapore
4. Favorite Color - pastel blue
5. Celebrity Crush - lee sungmin
6. Favorite Drink - iced lemon tea
7. Dream Vacation - korea
8. Favorite Dessert - ice cream.
9. What I Want To Be When I Grow Up - a rich fangirl (LOL)
10. What I Love Most In The World - super junior (just because~)
11. One Word That Describes Me - dork
12. My ~~LiveJournal~~Blogger Name - abluesparkle

24th.

2010-06-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

tell me goodbye.

Infinite's ∞

2010-06-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

i miss the girlfs.

Fried.

2010-05-28T22:48:00.006+08:00

currenly down with fever but yet using the lappie and watching sbs gayo 09 again on teevee.
no wonder i was nearly floating away on thursday. and luckily i reached home in one piece on that day.

ps/do being sick make people slim.?

@myblacksmile smile please. you're making me worry. ;(

just come and stay
in my postbox already

heartache.

2010-05-24T22:07:00.003+08:00

a part of me.

am i a bad friend.?

Valentine, backup plan and cinnamon melts.

2010-05-18T22:33:00.005+08:00

having skin allergy again. twice in a month.
it's fucking itchy and ugly! ;((

changed my email again, to match my bloglink. ♥
abluesparkle series. 8D

both of us got 'abandoned' on that day, and so the abandoned valentines decided to catch the Back Up Plan.

our desserts, cinnamon melts!

look at my striking orangey red hair color!

second time wearing this floral skirt out. pretty much awkward, i swear.
ᄏᄏ

Boys in City Season 3, my second anniversary present. \O/
school started, it's a bore. no more midnight chats with Mrs Lee. Gonna get busy with the bloody assignment again. SIGH!

/point to profile on the left.
it's empty becos i had no idea what to write in there. ᄏᄏ

Listen boys, 좋아해. Baby boys, 사랑해

2010-05-13T00:00:00.008+08:00

Happy 2nd anniversary, my boys.
2 long years. Allabyu and thank you for giving me lots of memories and fangirls.
Let's keep on fighting for 4jib and remember because we are one,13.
Geng,Kibum,Youngwoon yah. comeback soon. ;-;

proud to be an ELF.

sob(?)

2010-05-02T01:09:00.001+08:00

Despite being surrounded by so many people, I can't help feeling alone. I can't
help feeling that I don't belong anywhere.

cr: @amirahmad

Jump! I'll Catch You!

2010-04-30T01:02:00.003+08:00

Danbo is adorable.
It's just the first day of holidays and i am already .............. bored to the max.

1. Do something to my hair.
2. Waiting for my lenses and top to arrive.
3. Return the money to my creditors.
4. Face, please be better.?
5. Nails galore.
6. Should i get myself a bb cream.?
7. SUPER JUNIOR COMEBACK.
8. Getaway to Malacca(?), MY BRATS!

The `We Are The World` post, the part about the little bubble/friends/bff is worth a read.
well,i find it meaningful and it sorts of applies to me.

ps/let's see whether my phone's battery life can last me through the holidays since no one sms/call me. ᄏᄏ i'm such a dork just like this. \O/

Love. Hate.

2010-04-29T00:49:00.002+08:00

A day out with the family but mum went for work during the evening. D:
1. Fail aegyo act from oppa.
2. Cold Rock with the men.
3. Chicken Rice at Upper Thomson Road.
4. Prata House.
5. Beancurd.
6. 2 episodes of Cinderella Sister while traveling around.

Joke of the day.
Oppa being a 21 years old NS man, actually did aegyo in front of us. Those kind that you will want to slap/punch/kick one. Because he wanted to buy a top, not enough money. Then he abit paiseh to take from dad, and so he somehow ask aegyo-ly from me. LIKE HELLO,YOU THINK YOUR SISTER GOT MONEY AH. damn him one. LOL. but still, funny to the max. ;D

i have a love/hate relationship with my family. ♥

┌(；`～,)┐

2010-04-24T01:22:00.004+08:00

boy tweeted this just when i am about to switch off the laptop. well, i was hungry at that time and i din know what time i can eat. soooooo, i grabbed a banana to munch on before leaving the house. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Just a random selfca. (fat!me, tired!me, badcomplexion!me)

1. Hangul refused to enter my brain today.
2. Bag strap (metal thingy) went loose and i think i need a new bag.
3. Jumunjin disappeared from my laptop.
4. Accounts.......

SIGH.

@myblacksmile

2010-04-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

越是困难的时候越应该像这样笑! ♥

Twitter Domination.

2010-04-21T23:25:00.006+08:00

soon enough, the boys will dominate the kpop scene and Twitter. ♥

Boys In City Season 3 - Hong Kong.
Will be having my own copy on May 16, 3 days after the anniversary. So this is considered my belated 2years anniversary present from them. ♥♥

MINGBB FTW. \O/

ps/haven't start revising for upcoming papers yet. shit and i'm starting to plan what to do after papers. fail!me.

4집 대밬!

2010-04-20T16:57:00.005+08:00

Food for Thought.
1. Ayam Penyet with rice.
Service sucks man, no black sweet sauce. Causing me to eat my chicken plain. bleh. we had Happy Soda, it tastes like fizzy bandung. LOL.
2. Buttersotch with ChocoChip ice cream with Waffle Cone mixed in!
Cold Rock is like a must when we head out to town. ♥

3. bo peep bo peep!
4. some random pose. ㅋㅋ

My Rainy Days movie with the Valentine. Cy was supposed to join us but as valentine predicted, her sleep > movie. HAHAHAS.
Rio (Nozomi Sasaki) is mad pretty! i love her hair, her aegyo acts to the guy she like and the cute kiss scene in the book store/library(?). I like one of her fren's dress style in a particular scene. but then there is this annoying ahjusshi in front of us! rubbing his hands supa loudly, clearing his thoart x 1424559 times, i think i heard his phone's loud vibration too! pfffft! on a side note, there is another guy sitting 2 seats away from me. his laughter totally sounds like teckseng's laughter!

meh blog is getting more and more boring. ;(
ps/boy has got a hair cut and gotten a twitter account. ♥
40568309681.

Love In The Ice.

2010-04-10T23:20:00.004+08:00

Dimsum dinner with the girlfs on some day. mad fulling dinner that nearly got me puking when i reached home. i haz pastel blue nails on that day. ;D and i seriously think i look supa ugly recently. WHY.? D:

When can we meet up together again.?

ps/been listening to dbsk's songs recently. ♥

숨이 막혔으면 해?

2010-04-04T00:16:00.001+08:00

그림자를 숨겼으면 해? 죽은듯이 숨쉬었으면 해?
wish I could hide my shadow? wish I could breathe as if I'm dead?

valentine's 20th birthday with Meta.

2010-04-01T23:11:00.011+08:00

Hope you enjoy your advanced birthday celebration although you kinda of saw through our failed acting. Love you much much much.!
Let's play Monopoly Deal for our next meet up.! (Y)

ps/siwon's daughter, Ye Eun is mine. MEHRONG.~ ᄏᄏ

Alice in Wonderland 3D.

2010-04-01T18:42:00.004+08:00

my first 3D movie experience with the valentine. `Off with your head!` `Give me a pig!` Mad funny okays. White queen and her hand gestures. Had the korean BBQ chicken student meal for lunch. Both of us were actually lured in by the teevee playing Dream Concert 09. ᄏᄏ After the movie, it's the usual. ColdRock Ice Cream! And then, selfca-ing away at 313 toilet with annoying cheena cleaners beside us yakking away. DUH. Chased valentine home early as she had school the next day.

Met up with the rabbit and the dearie after sending valentine home. Ass them one. Make me walk from 313 to paragon and den back to 313. Okays,i forgot what happened after that. It happened abit far too long ago. teehee. done with my first update!

happy!kyumin from umma.!

2010-03-09T01:47:00.005+08:00

When I see you, my heart flutters
My eyes move, Wanna Be Make Ur Luv
The thought of you make my heart flutter, I laugh, Ooh~

i like his top and smile. *__*
but please cut your hair after mingildong, bb♥

Yeah.~!! happy!kyumin from the ummbear.!

open up some happiness for me.

2010-02-22T03:32:00.003+08:00

beginning of 2010 and it's a slump period for me already.
tell me how to live through 2010.? (well if sushow2 or 4jib come out, that will be a different case.)

dad screamed at me for not returning my library books as they were due and i have not finished them. and obviously, i retorted back.

mum jus left me in the living room with a cockroach. and i am mad afraid of this thing. it ran under my bag. MY BAG THAT MY MUM BOUGHT FOR ME. EFFING ASSHOLE. and i DASHED to my mum's room and scream for help. she went out to chase the cockroch but just to chase it away from my bag and not kill it. T-TT and she went back to her room.!!!!!!!!!!

there's baygon beside me. maybe i shall use it to kill myself. becos sometimes my family disappointed me very much. DD:

cny was the same every single year, but not complaining.
in malaysia, i got to eat.! Abused by my brats. got drunk on 100plus. EFFING HOT WEATHER. Reunion dinner at this new resturant which took years to serve us food and ended up serving all the dishes at the same time. valentine day which is also chuyi was spent bainian-ing, watching dvds halfway as the discs always stop halfway and sleeping my ass off. this adorable dog ran into our house and refused to leave. Gave some of my hongbao money to my grandmother.!! Butt nearly got burned off by the coach ride back to singapore. mild motion sickness. And back to civilization with internet.! and valentine was the only one who msged me on the night i came back becos she missed me. ;D

and while in singapore, i get to wear my pretty oxford heels but they made me walk down the stairs at the mrt station. ate abit as food not to my liking but THERE'S EFFING NICE ECLAIRS.! HOGGED MY COUSIN'S WII.!! gambled for the first time using my own money and ended up losing it all. drank beer.

CONCLUSION - I GAINED FUCKING 2KG DURING CNY.
@#$%"!@#$%^&*()
and hey, they said younger bro is growing taller. and so that make me short and fat. ;(
a depressed short fatty. ;((

no act chio photos of me this time becos can't even act chio prettily this few weeks.
;(((

Anesthesia.

2010-02-09T20:40:00.002+08:00

cny is approaching but yet i'm stressed over assignments.
i'm rushing out of time. mianhe,promise is broken.
needs ice cream. ;(

happy birthday,geng oppa.
#13elieve.

#blonote

2010-02-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

paddle pop,babeh.~

2010-01-26T16:12:00.008+08:00

sometimes i think that i picked the wrong choice to study business in mdis. or maybe i should had studied in psb with valentine instead.
i am totally so not interested in business-related stuff.
assignments are killing me. FML.

valentine is making me crave for ice cream ♪♫.~

EDIT; no papplepop.!!!!!!! eating some melon ice cream instead. T^T

EDIT NO.1; i'm just a step closer to my aim. ;DDDDDDDD

just because..

2010-01-24T13:55:00.003+08:00

can't wait for school to end on thurs as i'm meeting meta.

while waiting for honey to reach,we was relying on my aegi to give us entertainment til honey reached.~

we had the whole toilet to ourselves so this resulted in tons of selfcas.
this is jus one photo of the tons of selfcas. 8D

this is a fail attempt to steal honey's iphone,probably the purple casing scared me too much. LOL.

blessed with friends like them. and look,imitating taec's blowfish pout.!

beloved meta with a missing chuachua.
meta full force meet up soon please.! ;D

1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.

21:24
Shining star soon.

21：32
Heechul cried during Shining Star.

#13elieve in geng,kibum,youngwoon.

i take like years to blog just a short post.LOL,blame it on the distractions.
gonna be busy with assignments next week.. T-T

Bluetory.

2010-01-15T17:09:00.004+08:00

debuting on mubank later.~ ♥

and I SHIP #GAKWON.

seriously,they should just get together. ♥

B is for Burning.

2010-01-13T02:13:00.001+08:00

it's the 13th of the month again.~ 1year and 8months.
WHEN IS SS2 DVD COMING OUT. AND MY 4JIB WITH 13 OF THEM.
i miss youngwoon,kibum and geng vvvvvvery much. ;(((((
saying of suju..... I LOST ALL MY VIDEOS DUE TO SOME VIRUS IN THE EXTERNAL HARDDISK. FUCK. my ehb,full house,mystery 6 and animal farm. cibaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. _l_

Bolmae jung is going to debut with CNBlue soon.
can't wait for them to debut on mubank. yonghwa and minhyuk.
*________*

anyway,going to nua for the rest of my holidays.can't be bothered to get out of the house.
gonna rewatch yab. and getting dumb from watching hello,franceska. ROFL.
most probably,going back malaysia for cny. ;DDDDDD

IZ ESSITED. 8DDDDD

OH.DAD,I NEED A NEW BAG AND A NEW PHONE IF IT'S POSSIBLE.
AND MY KOREAN CLASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. ASDFGHJKL.!

up and down.

2010-01-04T01:04:00.002+08:00

답답하다...우울하다...힘이없다...
i think i am gonna to flunk tml's paper.
and... and.... and.......

i need more of mingbb!smiles right now.
WHY AM I FEELING LIDAT THIS ANYWAY.
;(((

sparkly eyes.

2010-01-02T02:04:00.001+08:00

Birthday celebrations with the girls.!
DAMN,META FINALLY GOT A NEW GROUP PHOTO AGAIN.BUT WITHOUT ONGLAI EH.
New Moon with dearie,woman and her boyf. Astons for dinner with darlings and their boyfs. Ninja Assassin with valentine and Ramen Ten with METAAAAAAA.~

The day when i did my christmas shopping with valentine. got the girls their christmas pressies. `did you girls like it.?a little something from me. ;D`

the black cat handphone strap was valentine's christmas pressie from me. ColdRock for the usual self-ca session. It was Ferrero mixed with Chocolate and Cookie Dough. MAD NICE,I TELL YOU,ESPECIALLY THE COOKIE DOUGH. i wanna some ice cream right nao. ;(

Christmas eve dinner with darlings and joel.! omo,i look fat in the photo. bleh.

and becos teng looks super cute here with joel's hand. me and my christmas presents,NOT INCLUDING THAT CHILLI. D<

super side tracked from revision,ended up blogging,plurking and twit-ing instead.
fail!xuanpeep. kk.
i iz hungry nao,thank to ppl who told me they ordered mac and partially i skipped dinner too.
oppa is sick now too,stupid him drink alcohol somemore lahs. gek kiang only. pfffffft.
and i miss ming!smile too. too much yonghwa!actions recently.
i will be a step closer to my aim after i enroll in korean classes. DAEBAKKKKKKKKKKKK.
should i let my hair go straight or continue to curl it.?
bangs or side bangs.?
AND I THINK MY CNY WILL BE SPENT IN S'PORE THIS YEAR. OH SHIT,BYE.

Verse 1 of 2010.

2010-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

#happy birthday,dearest mingbb.
can you go and cut your hair already.? ;D i dnw ahjusshi!mingbb,you know. kk
please go on your diet successfully and don't use any weird chul!method to go on diet.

hey, smile for me like this everyday. stop dressing up to be mingsica too.!
Allabyu. and so please give me your iphone. oh,and those cat ears too. ♥
wait for me,i will fly to korea and find you when i reach 21.and let's get married.
HARHAR. influenced by lumpypedocreeper. kk.

Goodbye 2009 and those bad stuff, welcoming 2010 and JAEBUM BACK PLEASE.
Darlings,let's meet up more often in 2010.
Meta members.!meta outing soon.? ;DD
Hey lumpies and plurk babes.!let's create more havoc on plurk.!Lumpy Moon and Lumpy Choir.
HARHAR. It's a Lumpy thing. 8D

birthday girls.

2009-12-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

hey babes,lumpycavepedoappabear and wookie luv.
happy 15th to both of you.~

here's a chocopie birthday cake for you both.

credit to google image search.

hai,aging lumpy appa of mine. goodluck for your pmr results. dun get too stressed okays,will smuggle in soju for you without letting umma know. and so please buy me more and more and more bunnies.! hee,allabyu. ♥

and wookie luv,i know your birthday is on tuesday but i am afraid i will be too tired and knock out before i can wish you in proper.so here i am wishing you in advance,do well in your studies ya.? ♥

Allabyu,precious suju plurk family(ummabear,appabear and wookieluv) and lumpies.
lumpy moon ftw,`OH YOU.`

& i can't get you out of my mind.

2009-12-03T22:39:00.004+08:00

wants this pretty pretty much with atwo cherries on top.
school is kinda of tiring me out and breaking my right shoulder atm too.
iz very irritable recently,probably old age of 19 is catching up on me.
;(